Catching Up

It would be customary to start this post with a set of excuses for why my last post was around Easter. I am going to defy tradition and offer no excuse. I sincerely apologize to any of the select few who might ever check my blog. It is truly depressing to find nothing new. Presently I will try to fill in my rather large gap.

The picture above is not simply to fulfill a narcissistic desire. It was taken as a series of shots for my graduation. This was my first big summer event. I officially exited 12 years of wonderful home education on June 3rd. It was really a great and fun day, complete with a big party, tons of friends, food, and activities. The small lump that formed in my throat as I gave a impromptu speech (Roises never plan anything) let me know that it was a sad day also. Growing pains.

One thing we did plan this summer, was a big vacation. Big, as in two weeks of travel across the country. Starting from home, we set out first to Arizona to visit my sister, her husband and their little boy (my nephew). It was a fun hot time in Arizona.

From there we proceeded to California to visit my other sister and her husband. California is so beautiful along the ocean. We did quite a bit of stuff in California. One thing was touring an active submarine. It was really very interesting to see such a feat of engineering and to learn of all the inner workings.

From California we went to Utah to visit my Brother and his family. It was again a blast of a time. With swimming, hiking, picnics, and general play with the niece and nephews.

Last of all we went to Idaho to visit my other brother and his family. I really am blessed with such a cool family. Fun times ensued in Idaho as well. Overall it was an awesome trip. I suggest that if you have never been to the west of the country, you put time in your life for it. It has stunning scenery. True, the South West and Midwest are pretty blah, but even the blah is sometimes refreshing.

After vacation came Pro Life Camp. Last year I enjoyed going to camp. The only thing that can rival going to camp, is helping run a camp. I got to help deliver two sessions on Stem Cells and Eugenics. I had a blast. I know it really sounds weird. But it was so fun. I also got to do some drama. One night of camp I got to dress up as Bill Clinton and be all political and creepy. The truth is, it is a travesty that we need a pro life camp. It is the coolest thing however that teens care enough to stand up and join in the fight for life. That is probably the thing that made/makes the pro life camp so awesome. Dare I say, the vivacious teenagers ready to debate the issue, when so many would rather stay in the comfort zone and just not take a stand. If you ever get a chance to attend a pro life camp, I suggest you take the opportunity.

This is where I will conclude for tonight. The rest will be filled in shortly. For now I want to suggest you visit a site that I discovered the other day that really has some awesome pre natal development information, right here.

⁸ Open your mouth for the speechless,
In the cause of all who are appointed to die.^[a]
9 Open your mouth, judge righteously,
And plead the cause of the poor and needy.

-Proverbs 31:8-9

Easter

It is the hinge on which Christianity turns. The crucial point, the peak, the climax. From the day Adam took the fruit from his wife Eve, God pronounced his plan of restoration. Adam blamed Eve and Eve blamed the serpent. God knew who was responsible for what and he in his divine power pronounced judgment and promise.

Genesis 3:14-19

So the LORD God said to the serpent:
“ Because you have done this,
You are cursed more than all cattle,
And more than every beast of the field;
On your belly you shall go,
And you shall eat dust
All the days of your life.

¹⁵ And I will put enmity
Between you and the woman,
And between your seed and her Seed;
He shall bruise your head,
And you shall bruise His heel.”
¹⁶ To the woman He said:
“I will greatly multiply your sorrow and your conception;
In pain you shall bring forth children;
Your desire shall be for your husband,
And he shall rule over you.”
¹⁷ Then to Adam He said, “Because you have heeded the voice of your wife, and have eaten from the tree of which I commanded you, saying, ‘You shall not eat of it’:
“ Cursed is the ground for your sake;
In toil you shall eat of it
All the days of your life.

¹⁸ Both thorns and thistles it shall bring forth for you,
And you shall eat the herb of the field.

¹⁹ In the sweat of your face you shall eat bread
Till you return to the ground,
For out of it you were taken;
For dust you are,

And to dust you shall return.”

Okay so this really does not seem to carry any good promise for any of them, especially since

they had been living in paradise. Lets start with the one with the worst promise, the serpent.

He really does not seem to have a promising future. He is cursed more than any animal, he is

going to have to crawl on his belly where ever he goes, and he is not going to get on very well in a

future fight with the seed of the woman. He is going to get his head cracked. So he starts his

planning, but unlike God he does not think long term. Just in case you are wondering, the

serpent is Satan, aka the Devil, aka bad dude.

What is for the Woman. She is punished in an unusual way, she is going to have pain in

child birth. Her future seed will come with the cost of pain for many women. She is also listed

follower to her husband. She might want to take charge, but he shall rule over her.

Adam (the husband) is punished with the struggle to provide for his family. He will have to sweat

and toil to stay alive himself, and to keep his family alive. Lastly, we shall all return to the dust

from which we were taken. Did you notice that the serpent will be consuming dust as a regular

part of his new low cal cursed diet?

We now have an excellent idea of what we should expect to see if these prophesies are to be fulfilled. All through the bible we see it, right up to the climax.

The serpent never forgets that curse, and he lives in constant terror of having his skull done in. He fights it by direct attacks at the woman's seed. Cain kills Able, Pharaoh orders the Hebrew males killed, and in between is a whole line of different people being attacked tempted and killed, all the way up until Christ is born and Herod orders another mass male baby killing.

"And he shall bruise your heel." The seed of the woman is wounded.

Now in a beautiful preview we also notice evil getting its head crunched many times. Evil men have tent pegs driven into their heads, evil men have millstones dropped on their head, and the classic, David hits Goliath with a stone in the head, and then chops his head off.

This all leads to the climax. Christ being betrayed, beaten, and hung. Now Satan thinks he has won. He has finally pinned the sins of the world on the only perfect man who ever lived, the seed, and he is the Son of God, and Satan has him pinned on a tree. What could be better for Satan? Now he can rule the way he wanted to from the beginning, and God's curse didn't work because somehow he outsmarted God.

Satan overlooked an interesting and crucial point. Christ was killed on a tree on Golgotha (the place of the skull.) Somebody is having his skull finally crushed.

On Easter Christ rose from the dead, dealing the final blow to Satan. Christ has overcome satan and his tools, death and despair. He has gone through hell for those he loves and has come out a strong and victorious savior and king. The new adam has redeemed us from our first father's fall. And we, the victorious church and body of Christ (aka the seed of the Woman) will limp victoriously into the future.

This is why we can scream Alleluias to our world. This is truly good news.

1 Corinthians 15:21

For since by man came death, by Man also came the resurrection of the dead.

Peter 1:3

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who according to His abundant mercy has begotten us again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead,⁴ to an inheritance incorruptible and undefiled and that does not fade away, reserved in heaven for you, ⁵ who are kept by the power of God through faith for salvation ready to be revealed in the last time.

Spaceships and Robots= Nerd Heaven

Opening ceremonies for both VEX Robotics and BEST Robotics. Included awards to many different volunteers and teachers, speeches, a parade of contestant reps (including yours truly), Micky mouse, High Voltage dance team, and fireworks ending with confetti. Yes, it is Disney.
Team pic after the opening. Oh yeah, that is one awesome robotics team. The sun was bright.
That afternoon included a trip to the Kennedy Space Center. Probably one of the coolest places I have been. That is Endeavor sitting on its launch pad getting ready for its final mission to the International Space Station.

Here is the crawler used to move the shuttle from the Vehicle Assembly Building to the launch pad.
The Vehicle Assembly Building (VAB) is where they put all those massive rockets and space ships together. It is not the tallest building in the world, but it has most places beat for volume. You could fit 3 empire state buildings inside of there and you could place Yankee stadium on top and have an acre to spare. Hmm, maybe the Yankees should consider that. The cranes that are used for moving the Shuttle around this building have tolerances of 15,000ths of an inch.

In the foreground is mission control.
So you walk into this building and... gulp. Massiveness happens a lot at NASA I guess. Explains the money. This is me under the bottom end of the Saturn 5 Rocket. This rocket was used to get man to the moon.
Here is a different perspective of people walking along the rocket.
Here is some more perspective. Also remember that this thing is the most complex machine ever built, with over 2,000,000 systems that all have to work right. It is also made up of 91% explosive fuel, so a mistake is usually disastrous.
One more time. WOW!!
Here we are with a VEX Robotics team from Mexico. They could not really speak english and my spanish is not very good. Luckily Charlie lived in Bolivia for a year. So we got to know them a little and they wanted a picture, and so did I. Yes it was very warm.
I took this picture then promptly got into the competition and lost my camera, so I do not really have any visual evidence of what happened. Hopefully I will post some later, but for now I will tell you.

We entered the semi final rounds in pretty good condition, in 3rd place. Of course our score was set back to zero when we got to the semi finals, which was good since we had gotten low sigma on eggs. We moved from 2nd to first in the semi finals. We started the final round on top and were still on top in the second round by about 400 points, which is not actually a whole lot in this competition. Then the monitors went black and we watched the third round take place. Had we done better than the other team or had we lost our number one spot?

And so we waited and waited. Finally they announced the second place winner... it wasn't us. "In first place from Bison BEST, REACH Homeschool." OH, YEAH, we are number one in the country, for the robotic game Total Recall. We also won Most Robust Robot, Best CAD Design, and 3rd in most creative design. We placed 6th in the BEST competition which is also a spot worthy of respect.

The accomplishment of our team is pretty amazing and I am so proud of all the work everyone did to make number one a possible. The learning experience has been incredible and so has the amount of fun I have had. I am still trying to comprehend it all.

And being made perfect He became the source of eternal salvation to all who obey him. Hebrews 5:9

Chip

Watch It

Welcome to the REACH Robotics bus. We try to keep things moving.

Okay, so here I am in Florida after arriving yesterday evening off a 32 hour bus ride. Yeah, I am crazy. But so are 34 (or so) other people I rode with. It was not actually that bad. When you have a bunch of cool people to hang out with, no seat belts, a little leg room, snacks, and games it goes better and a little faster. Bus rides are not horrible just don't take them to often. Anyway, the weather here is in the 80s during the afternoon, and 60s at night, it is beautiful and green. I don't think I would want to live here, but it is lovely to visit. Disney is as big as ever, people seem to really get a kick out of the Micky Mouse dude. The parks are kept up immaculately and the flowers are incredible. Have you ever seen a magnolia blossom? They are huge and awesome.

Today we found out where the competition is and we had our Oral Presentation. It went very well and the venue for the competition (The ESPN Wide World of Sports) is pretty cool. It is on disney property, so it also is huge, beautiful, and a tourist trap.

Tomorrow I must be up early and so I will be saying good night soon. I just wanted to let you know that if you have any curiosity what it looks like or how the game works they will start live streaming tomorrow at 9:30 a.m. and Saturday at 8:30 a.m. Here is the link.

Good Night

P.S. I will post more pictures later.

REACH Robotics on the News

What to Do?

This blog has reached its 200th post mark. I am not an extensive writer, but I hope in the coming months to revamp my blog with some fresh material that will hopefully be more interesting and useful than the paragraphs of drivel that I seem to be constantly capable of producing in excess amounts. For example I will start giving titles that will be directly related to what is written. I am also going to be upping my reading intake, which should produce a plethora of interesting subjects for chewing on. I will try to keep these posts to at least one page of writing with helpful illustrations. I am also going to do my best to give reference material for my writing and images. The material will include art, philosophy, theology, science, and general geek subjects. Also please remember the Roise Art blog is dedicated to art alone produced by the Roise family, I am going to try to get some more people to put stuff on there.

Here is something useful for the time being regarding the phases of the moon. Most competent people are aware that the moon moves through phases as it passes from a new moon (invisible/shadowed by the earth) to a full moon (fully visible). Now when it is going from one to the other it is visible as what we call a "crescent" shape (related to the French word croissant, or crescent bun) then a gibbous (when the light part is bigger, and the crescent shape is the invisible part). Something useful to know is that when the moon is a crescent and its points are pointing to the left it is growing (waxing), if they are pointing to the right (it is waning, not whining. Though it might be whining because it has to go away again). This can also be used to know which direction you are facing if you are ever lost

Here is a trick question. Is the moon waxing or waning? Hint, This picture is taken through a telescope.

Chip

Bio Tech Trip

The view from the top of the North Dakota capitol building. Quite a view.

Now as I have mentioned in the previous posts, I am doing a really fun project/science experiment/science class at a local college. We are sequencing plant genes, specific plant genes. To sequence a gene simply means to identify what base pairs (what the code is) and what it's function is in the life of it's cell. Now it is a pretty long process, especially if you are doing it for the first time and have little or no knowledge about how to use the tools used for carrying it out.

Now this project also requires a fair amount of money. The money for this particular project comes from the hardworking taxpayers of ND. Thank you, I am learning. Well, in order to get the money, the government had to give it to us (after taking it from all of us). To make a long story short, they also gave us money, so we could travel to the capital and set up displays that showed how we were learning (using their/our money). An odd idea I think. "We will give you your money to learn, and money to come and tell us about how you are learning. So that we can give you more when the time comes." Now maybe things are thought out a little more than that, but it seems odd. Anyway, I do have a small amount of photos from the fun trip out to Bismark. I really learned a lot, and had a fun time. My co-learners are a great bunch to hang out with. And we had an awesome time at the water-park the night before our displays. I admit yet again that my picture taking is woefully incompetent

This is my small groups poster, on the plants we did. Geranium, Sweet Potato, and on called

Arabidopsis. Sadly the Geranium did not appear to work on this one. If you view it big, you can read our amazing poster.

Back to front. Dustin, Selah, and Abbi. This is one small group. There are four groups. That is their poster in the background.

Below is me standing right outside the Governor's office where we had most of our posters. I did see the Governor.

All in all an interesting and educational experience. I seem to have lots of those.

Life Forms

"You know the rummy thing about life Jeeves?"

"No Sir"

"Its that just when life is going along smoothly and everything is as good as... whatever, somethings

always got to come along and give it to you in the neck... still, there it is."

P.G. Wodehouse

Life Forms 101: Life, will give it to you in the neck.

Sometimes when life gives it to me in the neck, I laugh, and sometimes I even feel like crying.

But I rarely do cry, why? I am not really sure. Reaction, is one of the rules of the world.

So do you ever find yourself in the middle of a "life in the neck" situation, and discover that

that is when you really feel the life inside you, weather it is being squeezed out or let out?

Like sand being shifted, it takes something moving you to realize you are here.

I just got done reading a book. I know, exciting? You feel the life inside you now surging

forward longing to know, what was the book? It was actually a book about this, sort of, except

it was better written and much more exciting to read. So why are you reading this? The name of

the book is Manalive by G.K. Chesterton. If there is something that I was not at the beginning of last

year that I am at the genesis of this year, it is a G.K. Chesterton fan. He will take your high and

mighty view of human reason and face plant it in the mud. Sort of gives it to you in the neck.

The odd thing is, it is rather enjoyable. Now I have not done extensive excavations into his work,

but the two great books I dug up last year have really made me see the world different, in a good way.

The next life form, is biologic life forms. Well, all life forms are biologic, that is what bios

means. I simply mean that this form we are talking about is not the kind that gives it to you in

the neck, but the one that allows you to have a neck.

I have recently been taking a class and conducting an experiment at a local college with some fellow

homeschoolers (homeschoolers rock). We are attempting to successfully sequence a plant gene.

I think everyone should have a pretty good idea of what a gene is. The gene we are trying to find in

our plants is the one that starts the process for making energy. Like a match being struck and

starting a fire, this gene strikes a match called glycolysis, that starts making energy in the cell by

way of the mitochondria.

And that is the one sentence description of a book of the experiment. This experience so far

has opened my eyes even more to the complexity of life. And I am reminded how much control I

actually command over my own existence, because I can tell you now that replicating cells is not

something that shows up on my everyday list of things to do. Life is insane. It is cool.

for in Him we live and move and have our being, as also some of your own poets have said, ‘For we are also His offspring.’ Acts 17:28

Chip

P.S. I have also been reading Sherlock Holmes. Good stuff.

Waking Up

Another post, hopefully this one will be a little more interesting than the last. I went back and read that one and really was kind of disappointed in myself. My excuse is that my mind has been very occupied with robotics. The trouble is that you realize that your mind has been very occupied only after it becomes a little more open, it is kind of like waking up (slow and groggy). You look back on your messy room, your messy closet, wonder where your i-pod is (I finally found my i-pod today after it had been missing for a good month, HOORAY), you also read your last post, that was done in a state of half awake joy, and nearly fall asleep. I am starting to awake more fully and have had to learn to be patient, cleaning up, and just trying to get some order to my life. I just wish that learning patience wouldn't take so dog-on long. By the way, did I mention that I found my i-pod.

I suppose part of this non coma post should contain pictures. I like pictures, I am a very visual learner.

Okay, so yes, that is a robot, and yes it is our robot in CAD (computer assisted design). Sniff*pretty cool huh. Yeah I know, but engineers really dig this kind of stuff. Show them a statistic and they get all excited. Show them a diagram and they are liable to get sentimental and stuff. It is really pretty fun.

That leads to the next thing I want to discuss, and that is the amazing story of life. I mean really. Here you are in the midst of a plot that ranges from tragedy to comedy and you take it all so seriously. Not saying that is bad, it is good. The story would not have a point unless you had real reactions to real situations. We are real, our stories are real, they are crazy, they are funny, they are sad. One of my favorite past times is people watching, and it is really for that reason. I often look at people and forget that I am in the same classification as them, that I have my own story, and watching them is like watching bits and pieces of a whole bunch of stories walking around.

It is getting close to Christmas, I love Christmas. If you want a good story, Christmas has loads. Everything from Rudolf to Scrooge. Scrooge is so great. But the best has got to be the original story, complete with evil emperors, kings, heavenly hosts, and a little baby who is the son of God born of a virgin. See, God tells the best stories, and they are real.

I should post some more pictures. I know you may not be interested but I am going to post pictures from the local robotics competition. Oh, by the way, we placed fourth in the robotic competition at regionals, so we are advancing on to NATIONALS in Orlando, Florida.

I am sorry if I seem to be obsessed with robotics, but my life has consisted of little else for the past three months. Now I have four more months to look forward to.

Sorting gold balls that have been dumped. The defective ones get put in that cart and are taken back to the recall center by Leviathan (our robot).

Below: placing the cone in the pack and ship center.

Note: Being a driver on a robot team is like being the quarter back in football, lots of pressure, lots of glory. I am so proud of how our drivers handle it all.

Yeah that is the awesome REACH team, plus the two Bison BEST coordinators. See the REACH Rabbit, I got that job at regionals since our mascot guy was not able to come. It slow cooked me all day a regionals. Hey, but isn't it cute?

I hope that this post has had a little more variety than some and that I did not bore you. If you do not comprehend, this was, I admit, not a very well thought out post. I am still waking up.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.

Chip

Robots

The REACH Robotics Team. Right to left, top to bottom. Alan K. (game coordinator), Caleb W., yours truly, Carlie S. Caleb I., Jesse I., David M., Daniel U. (oral presentation mentor), Naomi W., Dustin W., Bailey C., Nancy R. (hub coordinator and national BEST secretary), Mikayla P., Tom U., Dave U., and Nik K. This was taken on kickoff day, when we found out what we would have to do.
BEST, Boosting Engineering Science and Technology. Puts on an annual robotics competition. They invent a game and set up the rules. The game involves a robot you must build using the hardware they provide you with. These materials include PVC pipes, plywood, nuts, bolts, screws, tape, and a variety of cool stuff. They also give you four motors, four servos, a brain (or programable receiver) and a controller (or transmitter). This years game involves a theme of industrial manufacturing and making sure that defective products are not shipped out. It is aptly named Total Recall. It is a challengingly complex game. This is why I will not attempt to describe it to you.

We along with 24 other teams participated in the local Bison BEST hub competition. The competition does not simply involve a robot and the game. You must provide an engineering notebook that includes what methods were used for designing and building the robot and also included, there must be a research paper that incorporates the game theme. Other optional things you can do, are the marketing presentation, where you basically sell your robot to a panel of judges, and the team exhibit, that is a booth dedicated to information about your team and robot. You are also judged on how you perform as a team, and if you have good team spirit, and good sportsmanship. So I was somehow elected to kind of head up the homeschool team I am a part of. It has been a huge honor.

We started before we even knew what the game would involve, by doing fundraising. Our main fundraising was to go to a local pizza factory to make pizzas. This took care of half of our funding the other half came from getting sponsors. The other things we did were to find out what teams we would need, and who would head up those teams.

After the kickoff for the competition, we knew what we had to do and worked the next six weeks to do it. Before we knew it, competition was here.

These were 2 very cool days. The first was the exhibit and oral presentation day. No robot competition. Day two they had the robot competition, it was totally awesome. Our robot performed its tasks the way we wanted it to, most of the time. We did have a couple rounds that hurt. The culminated in us taking home awards for Most Robust Robot, Spirit and Sportsmanship, Best Website (which you can visit here), Third in the BEST competition, and Second in Total Recall. It was a pretty great day. And all this means that it is not over, and we are now gearing up for competing at regionals down in Arkansas. God has really blessed me with this experience, it is some of the funnest times I have ever had. If you want to know more about the competition, just visit here.

A Few Summer Photos

I have seen the moon so much this summer, and every time I see it, I am so happy it is there. I know that sounds weird. Really though, it is pretty cool.

Yes, my pictures are very grainy, been trying to figure that one out.

Simone. This photo shows her as her true self. Wild and smiley (most of the time). I did not take many photos on any of my excursions this summer, for me, it means I am having fun, and am most definitely not bored. This was taken on my excursion to Salt Lake City. The visit was short and sweet. I love these kids.
Jac and the sand castle he and I built. This was one of the many activities that he kept me busy with.
Got to go to a Twins playoff game with three of my bros, at the new Target Field, thanks to my older brother. It was a great ball park and game, even though the Twins lost and the Yankees won. Fun times screaming your lungs out. A beautiful night and I had a great time. As a side note, the food there was surprisingly good. I had the most amazing nachos.
Trip to CA that also produced very few pictures. This was one of the ones I was glad to take. I went whale watching and did not see any whales, but had the amazing experience of chasing down a herd of dolphins at least 200 strong. They were so fast and graceful in the water.

The other highlights, included, art walk, dinner in the harbor, the ocean, no broken bones, an amazing sister and brother in law, new friends, totally awesome snorkeling tour, and plus the energy, experiences, and thoughts that come from traveling to such places.
Went to pro life camp. My first and favorite camp. It was amazing. The saddest thing is that we even need to have a camp like this. Here was a good visual reminder of why were there, it is 3,470 babies, the average amount of babies murdered every day, before their cry can ever be heard.

One of the campers, nick name of Herman, explaining something. She actually was pretty normal.
Seth, sporting one of the fancy hairdos that was floating around the camp. I think it had to do with the many impersonations that go on at camp. And I guess Ashley thought she wanted a picture with that.

And God said, "Let there be lights in the expanse of the sky to separate the day from the night, and let them serve as signs to mark seasons and days and years, ¹⁵ and let them be lights in the expanse of the sky to give light on the earth." And it was so. ¹⁶ God made two great lights—the greater light to govern the day and the lesser light to govern the night. He also made the stars. ¹⁷ God set them in the expanse of the sky to give light on the earth, ¹⁸ to govern the day and the night, and to separate light from darkness. And God saw that it was good. ¹⁹ And there was evening, and there was morning—the fourth day.

Chip

An Angry God in the Minds of Sinners

Another long post. And no pictures. I promise a good fun photo filled post after this. There have been some computer transitions going on. Meanwhile, here are some notes I thought up over the summer, and wrote about three weeks ago.

    " Brimstone and damnation": Not the way Christianity  is generally presented to today’s world.  Which is good in a lot of ways.  There is however a dangerous idea that has started creeping into Christendom.  One instant where I noticed it most, was when I was in a lecture discussion group.  The lecture was on the history of salvation in the old testament.   And it was truly eye opening and  amazing.  Anyway, During one of the discussion  groups, some of the people were talking about how loving our God was, and how accepting  of people he was.  I agreed whole heartedly with the first part and squirmed and raised my hand at the second part.   “don’t you think God is capable of hate, even hating people?”     I got a variety of responses, but the general consensus was that God maybe used to hate people, but since Jesus and redemption, he has a policy of  “hates the sin, loves the sinner” I was confused.  They used verses about hating your brother is murder.  Do not get me wrong, I am not denying that we serve a loving and merciful God.  I am also not denying that we serve a loving and merciful God that sends people (not their sins) to hell.   Usually a discussion like this leads to the complex subject of predestination, which ultimately ends in, “we can not blame God for our sin” or say to the potter, “why have you made me this way.”   “Who are you oh man to reply against God.”   
      We had a paradox.  God the redeemer of the world, and God wrathful punisher, creating people to send them away to eternal separation.   The lecturer did a good job of helping give a human understanding of  it, and I am pretty sure he got it from C.S. Lewis.   Someone asked , “why God did not just make it so Adam and Eve could not have eaten the fruit?”  He explained, “how God wants true and not forced love,“ in other words, he wants us to come and drink, instead of having to dunk our heads in.  And that is the kind of love he has always sought and desired, to the point that he sent his son to earth and through hell for us. 
     The side that people often turn away from, is, what happens when we do not take, accept, and  love him back, showing the same desire for him that he showed for us.  Then, there is worse than any, fire, weight, toil, pain, or sadness: the eternal separation from the only true and everlasting love in the world.  If you have never read Jonathan Edward’s sermon, Sinners in the Hands of an Angry God, then I suggest it.  It is dark with an awesome  gleam of light at its center.  He may have exaggerated a bit, but it is very convicting.   Obviously he believed God was not only capable of hating people, but had contempt for sinner’s suffering and added to it.  Here are a couple verses to back this all up.   Keep in mind that we worship one God, and that the God of Isaiah, Jeremiah, and Ezekiel is the same as the God of Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. 
    Numbers 11:33
But while the meat was still between their teeth, before it was chewed, the wrath of the LORD was aroused against the people, and the LORD struck the people with a very great plague.
    Luke 3:7
[ John Preaches to the People ] Then he said to the multitudes that came out to be baptized by him, “Brood of vipers! Who warned you to flee from the wrath to come?

    John 3:36
He who believes in the Son has everlasting life; and he who does not believe the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of God abides on him.”

    Psalm 106:40
Therefore the wrath of the LORD was kindled against His people, So that He abhorred His own inheritance.

    Psalm 11:5
The LORD tests the righteous, But the wicked and the one who loves violence His soul hates

    It is important to point out that there are many more like these and many about God hating the iniquities practiced by such people.   Like how God hates divorce, or the pagan rituals.   While it is very true that we can come to God in any condition (that is, of a sinner), it is also immensely true that if we are redeemed by God, we cannot stay the same.   We have been set free into Gods love, and we ought to show it in our lives.  Sin has lost its grip on us, and we must work with God’s help and saving grace to finally work ourselves out.  
    We must also be mindful to fear our Lord.  He is awesome, and his works are righteous.   If he is angry with us, then the last thing we should be doing is telling him, “not to get upset.”  We are recipients of an incredible gift that we can never hope to be worthy of.   We would truly be fools if we refused it and then tried to tell the giver that he ought to have done it better.  Lets live lives that tell how much we love him and how much we desire and are thankful for him and his love.
    I fear that when we start to think things such as, God not being able to hate people, we take away from the worth of God’s gift.  When we are in him, we are saved from his wrath.  Also, people must be made aware of why Christians desire the spread of the gospel and the saving souls, and to know what souls are being saved from.   We do not wish and pray for  “heaven on earth,” just because then  life will be hunky dory down here too, but so that sinners will be saved from eternal damnation.   I hope you  are beginning to see that  I am not trying to make God a big mean guy, instead I am showing how amazing he really is.   You do not understand how  nice air conditioning is till you have roasted outside for a while, or how great water is till you have gone without for a while. 
    We do not fully appreciate God’s love and mercy till we have understood what his wrath and  separation from him is like.    

    For the grace of God that brings salvation has appeared to all men, 12 teaching us that, denying ungodliness and worldly lusts, we should live soberly, righteously, and godly in the present age, 13 looking for the blessed hope and glorious appearing of our great God and Savior Jesus Christ, 14 who gave Himself for us, that He might redeem us from every lawless deed and purify for Himself His own special people, zealous for good works.

Summer 2010 in my Mirror, so I know where I have been.

Hmmmmmm.
Sorry, I just have to do that before I get down to trying to organize my memories and thoughts on a computer.
Summer started early for me with my trip to Mexico, which by itself was life shaping. And the rest of summer has been God taking my life and bending it where he is planning it to go. The thing is I am not sure where it is going, but I have every confidence he does.
This summer also saw me working two jobs, one part time, one more full. They occupied most of my time. I have mixed emotions about my jobs this summer. My more full time job was at our local Greenhouse and my part time was at our local Subway. My mixed emotions are less because I did not like my jobs and more because I felt this is not where I want to be in a year. The thing my jobs have really done, have shown me a lot of what people are like. At the greenhouse it is mostly people over 50, at Subway it is mostly people under 30. Provides interesting views on human character. Had good and bad experiences at both. I have to say that I enjoyed the greenhouse far more this summer. Better bosses, co workers, and variety of jobs.
This summer I also did a fair amount of travel. Wether with friends or family. I went places have never gone before. And as happens when you do that, you meet people you have never met before. I am not sure, but it seems like I met more people this summer than I have in my life. Meeting people and becoming good friends with many. And when I traveled to a place like Mexico, it was not the country that amazed me, or the people, it was my Mexican brothers and sisters in Christ. They showed me something that was amazing. It is what Gods love looks like when all you have to worship him in is a 30x20 cement floor shop with a roof that leaks. It is beautiful.
When I went to Pro Life camp in WI, I saw other Christians my age who cared about what happened not just to them, or what affected them, but about the other people, people with and without voices. And after caring enough to learn, you learn enough to really care.
My most recent trip to Utah and California was also very good. It was supposed to be my more relaxing trip. And it was, but that did not stop things from happening. On the way to Utah I sat next to a Mormon Lady on the plane. This was most interesting since I had really been asking God to give me strength to share his gospel when I could. This lady had been Lutheran and had made the switch about two years back. I mainly asked questions. I am not sure what she really thought. It was just interesting, and I hoped that maybe I got her to think about certain things she might not have.
In Utah I had a great time with my brother and his family (and enjoyed meeting my newest nephew, Ethan).
Activities included lego building with my nephew Jac, water fights, playing in the sand box, wrestling, driving through gorgeous parks, dam building in ice cold streams, picnics, Chinese food, and more.. It was fun.
California produced as many and diverse activities. Such as whale watching (in which we saw many dolphins instead, amazing), snorkeling (awesome), boogie boarding (no broken bones), art shows, enjoying the ocean, etc..
All in all I had an amazing time and met more people and had more wide eyed wonder at God and his world.
The free time I have had this summer has been something I tried to make more structured. Meaning that it is free, so take it and use it. Some of it I used to practice my running. Still not really good, and I like it best when I am done. Running is like that. People wonder why anyone would want to go through such misery. The answer: It feels so good when you are done.
I also really got into soccer this summer. It is such a great sport. I admit maybe not the most thrilling all the time to watch. When it come to playing, it is most exciting and fun.
Have not done very much reading this summer. A pity, but that is why we have winter.
This summer I also did some storm chasing. Results are that the ones I chased really not much by the time I got to them. However we had a couple that went over our place that produced some very interesting clouds, lots and lots of rain, small hail, and big winds. I really am a little to fond of massive thunderstorms.
Yes this summer was very full, and that is fine with me. I like my busy life. Even when sometimes I don't. This summer produced moments when I wished I could go live on an island by myself. Then later God would do something to remind me of how silly that was. It is just that sometimes you feel like there is not enough room for everyone and their life. Till you discover that is part of being people who worship a triune God.

Your word is a lamp to my feet
and a light unto my path. Psalm 119: 105

Creed

I thought that this poem really summed up modernism.

We believe in Marx, Freud, and Darwin.
We believe everything is OK
as long as you don't hurt anyone,
to the best of your definition of hurt,
and to the best of your knowledge.

We believe in sex before during
and after marriage.
We believe in the therapy of sin.
We believe that adultery is fun.
We believe that sodomy's OK
We believe that taboos are taboo.

We believe that everything's getting better
despite evidence to the contrary.
The evidence must be investigated.
You can prove anything with evidence.

We believe there's something in horoscopes,
UFO's and bent spoons;
Jesus was a good man just like Buddha
Mohammed and ourselves.
He was a good moral teacher although we think
his good morals were bad.

We believe that all religions are basically the same,
at least the one that we read was.
They all believe in love and goodness.
They only differ on matters of
creation sin heaven hell God and salvation.

We believe that after death comes The Nothing
because when you ask the dead what happens
they say Nothing.
If death is not the end, if the dead have lied,
then it's compulsory heaven for all
excepting perhaps Hitler, Stalin and Genghis Khan.

We believe in Masters and Johnson.
What's selected is average.
What's average is normal.
What's normal is good.

We believe in total disarmament.
We believe there are direct links between
warfare and bloodshed.
Americans should beat their guns into tractors
and the Russians would be sure to follow.

We believe that man is essentially good.
It's only his behaviour that lets him down.
This is the fault of society.
Society is the fault of conditions.
Conditions are the fault of society.

We believe that each man must find the truth
that is right for him.

Reality will adapt accordingly.
The universe will readjust. History will alter.
We believe that there is no absolute truth
excepting the truth that there is no absolute truth.

We believe in the rejection of creeds.

"Chance" - a post-script

If chance be the Father of all flesh,
disaster is his rainbow in the sky,
and when you hear

State of Emergency!
Sniper Kills Ten!
Troops on Rampage!
Whites go Looting!
Bomb Blasts School!

It is but the sound of man worshiping his maker.

by Steve Turner